i think i'm going insane. everythin i see or her reminds me of her. it's only been 6 hours since i saw her last and i'm missing her already. i don't know what i'm gonna do when she leaves. maybe i'm missing her now so it'll be easier when it comes for real? i don't know

well it's been along time. i'm gonna try to use this forum agin to get some stuff out. so bear with em if this is a little disconnected at first.